The song by The Cure

我只想說, 這種傷心, 後勁很強, 自己從沒這樣過, 一切似乎都想通了, 冷靜下來才發現一切都空掉了.
雖然沒這個資格, 希望不是只有變成一個現實的人這惟一的方法, 才能不再感受到這種傷心和免於恐懼其降臨, 希望能夠盡情享受生活的美好, 同時不要失去更多的美好. 很不想變成那種屁話感性人, 可是憋著很難受, 能寫就寫吧, 總有一天寫完就好了, 原來屁話都是很深刻的, 哈哈, 尤其是只寫得出屁話的時候, 我想要更開放的心胸.

這首歌, 就是現在的心情, 我超愛的The Cure, 依然有許多心碎情歌待發掘啊! 歌詞優美又恰到好處, 不慍不火. 失戀排行榜漸漸可以成型了吧?

A Letter to Elise / The Cure

Oh Elise it doesn't matter what you say
I just can't stay here every yesterday
Like keep on acting out the same
The way we act out
Every way to smile
Forget
And make-believe we never needed
Any more than this
Any more than this

Oh Elise it doesn't matter what you do
I know I'll never really get inside of you
To make your eyes catch fire
The way they should
The way the blue could pull me in
If they only would
If they only would
At least I'd lose this sense of sensing something else
That hides away
From me and you
There're worlds to part
With aching looks and breaking hearts
And all the prayers your hands you make
Oh I just take as much as you can throw
And then throw it all away
Oh I throw it all away
Like throwing faces at the sky
Like throwing arms round
Yesterday
I stood and stared
Wide-eyed in front of you
And the face I saw looked back
The way I wanted to
But I just can't hold my tears away
The way you do

Elise believe I never wanted this
I thought this time I'd keep all of my promises
I thought you were the girl I always dreamed about
But I let the dream go
And the promises broke
And the make-believe ran out...

So Elise
It doesn't matter what you say
I just can't stay here every yesterday
Like keep on acting out the same
The way we act out
Every way to smile
Forget
And make-believe we never needed
Any more than this
Any more than this

And every time I try to pick it up
Like falling sand
As fast as I pick it up
It runs away through my clutching hands
But there's nothing else I can really do
There's nothing else I can really do
There's nothing else
I can really do
At all...